Thursday, December 23, 2010

Almost the end of 2010

Woots, another year passing by and I'm going to be 21 next year. Pressure? I don't know. So far, not really, not yet maybe. I would describe 2010 as a good year for me, God has just been so awesome to me even though there are some things that I'm slighty disappointed about or even somewhat made me depressed is some ways at some point within this year. God's perfect plan leads to something better most of the time, I just have to keep trusting in Him. I may not like the way He do things sometimes but He have me best at heart. Yeah, pain and suffering at times but fruitful in the midst of affliction. Man, I still love those words. I may even change it back. Haha, we'll see.

Joining Mirror's have definitely impacted my life in one way or another. It gave me a chance to give modelling a shot and have photoshoots and heavy makeup, go for fitting, have catwalk classes and dance lessons. I get to do all the things I love at one go! Maybe it gave me a confirmation that this is where I want my future to be, I know and will work towards the fashion and entertaiment industry. Fall back? Journalism, another thing that I like to do.

I did not win mirrors but the experiences gain was worth my time. Me on mag and buntings?! Cool to the max! Something to add to the list of things that I had done. Thank God for everything.


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Seenamon update!

Hey everyone,

Seenamon is back with new stuff!

The rachel necklace!

Pearl collection!

Vanilla from pearl collection.

Christmas is coming! Get something from seenamon for your family or friends!

Still voiceless but moving on with life

Brake my own record for being silent for 2 days. I still damn shiok went out whole day yesterday and tasted my first ikea meatballs! It's superb! Communication becomes tough when you can't speak. Especially for a talkative person like me relay mainly on my verbal communication most of the time shows me a whole different perspective yesterday. When I no longer able to be the one creating a conversation, driving journey to your destination may be less interesting due to all the quiet moments. However, mine wasn't boring at all though. haha. Second thing I realize, when I can't say thank you to those promoters or waiter, I feel bad! I feel so rude! Even though I just smile back at them still seem not sufficient. Third thing is actually kinda fun walking about and converse through pen and paper, making other ppl around us thinks that I mute. haha. Seriously, try it. Trying go shopping and be silent. Sometimes ppl tend to be nicer but of course, is so frustrating!

Is still in the process of healing, really hoping for my voice back my tomorrow or thursday. I miss them so much. I miss singing so much. However, I'm excited for today's mirror fitting with Carven Ong. I have no idea who is that until I googled him. GOSH, well known fashion designer! Designs gowns and coutures. So fun! Hopefully he has something for short ppl like me. I miss subway cookie. Oh, face to face is finally in Klang! Freak awesome. hahahaha!

Sunday, December 5, 2010


Finally, after day three of being sick with sore throat, sore body and fever. My voice box couldn't take it no longer, it broke and I officially can't speak. Only a few hours since I woke up this morning, my family attacked me with no mercy. Taking advantage of my situation where I can't speak for myself thus bullying me and making fun of me. haha. How evil of them. It's cool though, it's just a family thing to do. My parents say is the best time to scold me, cis,  because I can't defend myself so I can only listen. I tried to write on a piece of paper but obviously, their speech is ten times faster than mine. The saddest part was when I wrote Iphone 4 and show it to my mom, she totally did got get what is it until a few try of pronunciation and I just spoke to them about it last night. Haha, gosh, this shows how blur my mom can be when it comes to tech. I gave up on trying to have a conversation with pen and paper because it is just freaking not working, at all!

However, me being silent may either be a good break for my family from a miss babbling-all-the-time or they are not used to the fact that I am just so quiet. HAHAHA, I got a feeling is the second option, or at else I hope it is. :) Whatever it is, still love them though. They still care and it is honestly the greatest thing to have a pharmacist in the house, I can literally just ask my sister for appropriate medication and 'pop', it appears the next day. Even faster than Pos Laju.

I've watch 'The social network' with Timothy last friday after a good BKT session with Aisha and Colin. Many said it was boring but I did kind of enjoyed it. I had Mahsiswa tournament yesterday with the Volley teammates, we lost, end of story. haha, it was all mistake and also must be the lack of practice with the whole team. Though, one thing I love about us is that we always had fun fellowship-ing with each other doesn't matter if it is for the worst or the best.

Also yesterday, I had a hang out session at Frontera, Jaya one with Jolyn. We were there for Lyon The Band's gig. At the same time, stayed for JIZ's gig too because I knew they are going to be there as well. I like it, just friends chilling and listening to music. Imran being imran offered me a bir even with him knowing that I will decline even if that is the only fluid available in the whole wide world. Though, it is nice to see them off campus since now everyone is on holiday. 

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Do I?

For someone who loves blogging a lot is certainly not updating her blog regularly. As much as I said I am taking a break for this holidays and not going to do much working and stuff, I feel so unproductive! It is driving me crazy! I feel so lazy and I feel like I need to work. Haha. I don't deny that I love waking up late in the morning and taking my own sweet time just laying around as much as I want. With so much time on my hands, I still somehow find myself occupied with many other things. I think I did a lot of catching up with friends, not much with family though but I am sure my parents and happy that they finally see my face more often in a week than usual.

Am I complaining?  I feel like I am. Haha, freak, I am contradicting myself because I do have a few things in hand to settle but I just never get to it. Why? Because I am lazy. It is true, I'm still human, I do get lazy. Also, if my mom is reading this, I think I suck at this semester but no worries, it's not that bad. Haha, I still can remember that she was worried about me getting my first warning letter due to my poor attendance for NDPW class. See, as much as Taylor's is very close to my heart, I am still quite rebellious.

It is kinda awesome for Volleyball team to have a tournament and a friendly coming up in December. I guess that itself took up quite a lot of my night time for practices. Let's see what else, tuition ministry is taking a break. My mirror's competition is still on, 16 Dec 2010 is the final in Mist club bangsar. Anybody interested to come and help support me? I do pray and hope for the best! Nothing much really, my life seems kinda boring these days.

I'm here thanking God for many things in my life. Amen!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Moment of silence

First of all, I deeply thank you everyone that voted for me during the past 2 weeks. I am also deeply sorry for all the spamming on the facebook page, I'm sure most of you are bored listening to my shout out to vote for me! I will update on the results as soon as it is out.

After a very long time, I never really take time for myself to sit by the lake (around the car park area) all by myself and just be quiet in the presence of the humongous wind blowing from right to left. A stair way rarely used by anyone in the campus seems to be the best place to hang after all. Deejavu though, I don't think it's my first time sitting here alone. It will be even better if there is plug point for me to charge my dying laptop battery. Actually, I never really have the time for times like this to stop thinking about anything but just to reflect what had happenned recently and think what I should have done to make somethings better. Take a break from my activity after activity life with a full stomach of cripsy popiah. As much as I wish it could last forever, in 10 minutes time, I will be back on my feet for my next activity.

Imagining a cup in my hand with the smell of that aromatic coffee might just made this moment even better but unfortunately, Chill's cafe will just have to be out of my favourite mocha. 'Take every good moment as it will only happen once, you will learn to appreciate it more' said Dr Rama, one of lecturer for this semester. After all the chances of speaking to him since June, I guess I appreciate this sentence the most. Adding to it, he said it is happening all the time, I just did not bother to notice it. As small as a thing can be, it is still a good moment to be appreciated.

So far today was good despite the lousy mark for NDPW that is out. A freaking Credit, what happen to all my Ds? Did I lose touch on my ability to score? or Did I just lose interest to pressure myself too much in my studies? or Maybe I have understood the meaning of life don't just revolves on how great your grades are. It is not everything. Besides, I am not scoring poorly. I mean, I'm doing fine. I may not be the best student in my class, who cares. I just need to be happy.

Time's up. So long my me time, definitely will miss it. Time for accapella! and then volleyball right after that.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Ipod touch 4th generation.

Should I get them? This is not a predicament, haha, I know my wants and needs. I am just not willing to spend so much yet. Im just afraid my raining day will come soon.

I am salsa-ing again! It feels so good! My feet hurts on the first day though, shouldn't have worn to high of heels.

Movies to watch:
Life as we know it
A perfect wedding

Assignments to do:
ALL SUBJECTS. hahaha. Die la.

I have started anything. I can't find a suitabel topic for RFM. Not sure what to write for DS. Still learning on dreamweaver for NDPW and.... JE, like no feeling of final assignments yet.

Omgosh, this gonna be so random, chinese taiwan shows are so sweet... and heartbreaking. Seriously, no inspiration to blog anymore.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Round 2 is up!!!!

Hey everyone!

Round 2 is up! Pls help me vote everyday!

Is only one week!

5 stars everyday!

This time I wore a very colorful dress with white purse.

Pls tell everyone!!! I need all the help to move up to top 10!

TQ so much!!


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Brand new Life

I have been very off my life track for the past few weeks. Struggling trying to focus and having some difficulties placing God or heck, even myself in the center of my life. I was so distracted to the point where I couldn't even see where I was heading. Is like the finish line is just straight up north but I was running towards the east. Obviously, when you are too blinded, you thought everything was fine and things are going A-ok! Like honestly, I was truly happy living in my wonderland until I found out that I actually fell into a deep hole just Alice did. Living in a world with talking cats and crazy orange-headed Johnny Depp might seems fun and tempting because in fairytales, consequences doesn't matter. Everything else doesn't seems to matter at all. For God to not wake me up straight away from my dream is an abhorrence, He just have to put me through this ordeal. As much as I hate this agonizing experiences which usually only kicks-in after a bright light shines penetrating through my eyes that obviously hurts, I guess I still give thanks to God for splashing ice cold water on face to wake me up. It's harsh but I'm a heavy sleeper, stubborn kids like me will just have to go through the hard way.

I'm going to re-construct my life and get myself back together. Put on my favourite pair of track suit, get back on track and continue my rat race, it's never too late with God by your side. With the occasional Baskin Robin will definately put a smile on my face.

Oh and I am coming to a conclusion that good people never come first and being a sarcastic bia-tch is pretty fun actually. Hah! Who knows, that could be my turn-over, it could be just what I need! Haha.  

Saturday, October 16, 2010

time passed

Super abandonment! Gosh, such a long time. I want to blog but I just don't have time.


I'm in Top 25 Mirror's Ambassodor search! Yipeeee! Have been fun so far and Top 10 voting will be up next week! Will spam everyone's fb soon. Can't wait to see the actual picture.

Second wave assignments done! I'm so happy! Thank God for those times.

I need to stop and think about my life. What have I done? What have I achieved? What do I want to achieve? I need more connections! I need more work in the entertainment industry. I xiao need God.

Me time don't exist in my context! Will have to find time. Crappy assignments, I so need to score better. Arghhh, why ppl can score HD and you can't!

Okay, need to sleep. Nights

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Seenamon Updates!!

 Check this out! I found something online and shall do some comparisons.

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Price: RM 14

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Friday, September 3, 2010

Re posting something i've written 3 years ago

I know I should be doing DS now but I can't take it, need to show what I wrote 3 years ago.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

...i shall return

My heart sank to the bottom of the sea once I’ve heard a plane that was flying from Malaysia to United Kingdom crashed after less than 24 hours of flight from the radio. It was something about a group of terrorist trying to take other the plane but ended up losing control of the plane and had made the plane crash. There were about 200 passengers on the plane, out of the 200 people, 58 were badly injured while the others died. Among the 142 dead passengers, one of them is my fiancĂ©, Patrick.

Patrick and I first met was when we where only 13 years old in a tuition centre. Though, we only spoke after 4 years. He was smart, hardworking, and a gentleman. He did not have a muscular hunks body like superman nor a super handsome cute looking face or is the most popular guy in school, what that attracts me about him is his charm and dazzling personality. He knows when to be funny and when to be serious. Patrick was same age as me but he was fairly mature for his age.

We started off with simple conversation about youth camps, homework, exams and church stuffs. Our friendship gets closer when we both were chosen to join a band for an upcoming competition. He was the bassist and I was a singer. It was fun working with the band, there were ups and downs but overall we enjoyed ourselves. I remember on our 4th practice, I started looking at him while he was playing the bass. I was supposed to be hyped up with the low, loud noise but strangely I didn’t. His serious and concentrating look makes me feel calm and curious. This feeling was indescribable. It was like there was a mystery in this world that I need to solve.

Yes, it is true that it wasn’t love at first sight. Our feelings had been mould many times by God. Our band broke up after winning 3rd in the competition because we were all busy with our SPM. It was a crucial year for all of us. From then on, I only met him in tuition and our conversation had narrowed down to only about homework. Nothing more, nothing less. Sometimes we never spoke at all. It was probably the pressure of SPM that makes student tends to be more serious in class.

Time flew, it was December and it was freedom after SPM for a few months. I was very busy with my church camp as I was the committee. It was a lot of hard work checking out the camp site, working with the leaders and making sure that everything works well on those 4 days 3 night camp. As we were from different churches, he was also busy with his own church events. So basically, I have not heard from him ever since SPM started.

It was Christmas and as usual, I went to church for Christmas service like every other year. Anyway, I met Patrick on MSN while I was browsing through the internet in the evening. I started a conversation by wishing him Merry Christmas, he replied and we chatted for about an hour long. Before we both offline, we agreed to hang out in Sunway Pyramid the next day. He came and picked me up with his red Proton Gen2 at 10 am in the morning. There was no silence on the whole half hour journey; we were having too much fun debating about our SPM result that will be out soon. He finally gave in to me after walking into the cinema.

We ordered two sodas and shared a box of popcorn while watching a Korean horror movie. The movie started off fine but once it reaches the climax, Patrick was smiling all the way because he was amused by my reaction. I used my finger to close my ears and sometimes I put my feet up to hug my legs because I was scared. After the movie, he was laughing and teasing me while we were having our lunch in Manhattan Fish Restaurant. We went ice skating after that, I hesitated at first because I can’t skate. I finally agreed to try learning from him. I almost fell a few times but Thank God he was there to catch me before I did.

We left Sunway at 5pm and I was tired, so I slept the whole journey back while he drove. He patted my shoulder once we reach Klang. I thank him for the wonderful day because I really had fun hanging out with him and I told him that we should do it again. He smiled and said that he would love too but he can’t, at least not for the next 3 months. He was selected to participate in the first badge of National Service and he is leaving tomorrow. I was devastated, I just met him back after one month and now he is going away for 3 whole months. God! Are you playing games with me! I was heart broken but I manage to put myself together just to give him one last smile, thank you and good bye. Somehow, I felt that he was sad too and faked the smile he gave me. He watched me walk in my house safely. I watched him drove off through my window. My tears flowed from my eyes, drop by drop.

I tried to call him just to know where he had been placed but every try, I fail, is either the phone was busy or no one answered. I can’t sleep that night, so I went online to see if he will online before going off for NS. I waited and waited but negative. Finally, a voice told me to move on with my life, it’s only 3 months. I listened and started applying for a job as a temporary teacher or a librarian. Just after 2 weeks, I was called to be an assistant librarian in my ex school. I worked hard just to get my mind off him; all these hard works paid off by getting a pay rise and was awarded ‘Pekerja Cemerlang’ within only 2 months. I quitted my job on the day I took my result; I have to get ready for collage. I scored 9A’s and a B. my results was better than I expected, I was happy but I can’t seems to shout like how I did for my PMR result with 6A’s in 2 years ago.

While I was walking out, suddenly I saw a guy sitting on my car. I was furious and took my pepper spray out wanted to spray him in the eye. As I got closer, I saw a familiar figure, it was Patrick’s figure. It couldn’t be, he should still be in NS. Once he stood up and smile at me, I know for sure that it was him. He walked towards me with a bunch of roses and a gift box. Once he was close enough for me to clearly look at him, I realized that he had become darker and more muscular. “Will you be my girlfriend?” he asked. I was still quite unhappy because he didn’t even call me once while he was in National Service. So I wanted to disappoint him a little. “Mr. Patrick Chase Matthew, you left me alone for two and the half months and now you’re back asking me to go steady with you!” he smiled and said “I’ll take that as a yes.” I smiled back and we hugged. Although my little trick didn’t worked on him but I’m glad that he was back. He got off NS early because he had already got a place in collage to do architecture. He scored straight A’s in SPM. I took up Early Child Education because of my interest. Our life may be different but that was what had made it interesting.

Our relationship lasted for 8 years and we got engaged at the age of 26, planning to get married in 5 months time but something came up. Patrick’s job needs him to be in United Kingdom to check out the architecture of some building. He had to be there at least 6 months. Definitely, I was disappointed but it was his job and I have to understand and respect it. I went to the airport and stayed with him until the last minute.

The next day, while I was on my way to work and was stuck in traffic, the radio reported about the plane from Malaysia to UK had crashed early that morning. I was shocked and hoping that it was a big joke. I turned back and drove to the airport to confirm that if it was the flight that Patrick was in. I hinted rock bottom after the manager nodded his head. I couldn’t believe it, I have so many things that I have not tell Patrick. He promised me that he will hurry back and to say the vows with me. The knife in my heart was pushed even deeper than any other hurt that I have faced. The last few words that I had heard from him were “I shall return”.

its my essay, not my real life story.

Monday, August 23, 2010

PLS VOTE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mirrors ambassador contest

It's up it's up. Some got so many votes already!!! PLS PLS VOTE FOR ME!!!

Tell everyone!!!!!!!!!! you parents, your friends, your bosses, workers!!! every one!!!!!!!!!! PLS PLS PLS!!
I want to experience the fun of being a model. TQ SO MUCH!


Pls vote for me!!!!!! It is up!! Just click on my name below my picture. I'm 009, JQ Lee. I love you all more , pls vote for me!!!!!!!


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Waktu Rehat - Featured!

Alright, since it is already on the Disney Channel Asia Web, I can finally blog about this. I am a featured extra in a home grown disney series 'Waktu Rehat' that will be premiere on the 31st August 2010 at 12pm! I know, I am just playing a really small role but I was so glad that Red Communication called me up as one of the extras. I was so happy to be able to do even just one liner. It wasn't easy at all, it was tiring but really an amazing experience. I loved the experience.

Anyways, enough about this vain pot. Let's talk about one of the main cast from the show who is currently my classmate for JE subject this semester.... Drum Roll............... Nicholas aka Wai Chong in the show! Honestly, we were so surprise to see each other there at the studio. Personally, it was really freaky but I am so proud of him! I was like 'OMGosh, a taylor's student in the main cast. Hell yeah!'. If you are still blur, just go to the page link below and you can see him in the prefect uniform that talks.

Don't worry, you can't see me anywhere there and I will only be in one scene. I can't wait to catch the show!

Monday, August 16, 2010

battery wasn't completely charged

Blame some crazy people who rang my phone at 1am and 3.30am last night. Seriously, what's the deal, are you out of your mind? There was I happily having my beauty rest since 10pm hoping that I will have a wonderful, energetic next day but no, some smarty pants will have to disrupt all that. It's not often that I go to bed at 10pm just so that I could wake up at 5.30am and attend college prayer meeting at 7.30am, thanks to whoever was that, I was late for prayer. Probably because of the deficiency of sleep that cause me to obtain this flu that I thought was a sinus this morning. Thanks for spoiling my day. I was sleepy the whole day and couldn't concentrate in class. Best of all, I still have to attend volleyball later. Ain't that just 'AWESOME'. Sepak kau only you know!

Change Mood

Anyway, sitting in the quiet corner of the library have a different feel of experience. The funny part is that when anyone accidentally spoke loudly, literally everyone's head will look up or turn towards the source of the sound. If you drop a stack of book, same thing will happen. So what do you categories this as, the looking people are distracted by the sound that cause their heads to turn or we humans are just naturally 'kepo' (busybody)? We just can't help but wanting to see what happened, right? The same case when an accident happened on the road, people will just have to slow down their vehicle to contribute in observing? Mind you that they are at the same time contributing to traffic congestion at the back.

Oh oh, there's a cute guy just passed by and smiled at me.I don't really know him, I think he's my friend's friend. hahahahaha! ok, too much information. Nick just called me to remind me about fine dining tomorrow. Okay, seriously, I am way too tired to continue. Have a nice day everyone!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Plans to revamp my blog

I have a real rush of building my blog again after attending a journalism talk recently. The talk was really inspiring and I find myself enjoying it more than other communication talks like advertising talk or multimedia talk and etc. Recently, I find myself pondering if I should have taken Journalism instead of CMM because I do feel very much into writing now. Of course, I still do love being in front of the camera and talk. I love covering events and writing about stuffs that matters to me. I guess so far it doesn't really matter because with CMM degree, I can basically do anything because it is a very general course. No fears for the future, I am pretty much secured. Only worry is that if I would get a job that I love and great pay for the standard of living that I want to live in.

I am having the rush of working with my english again. Hehehe. Gotta stay close to my dictionary and readings.

I can feel that I am trying to take this semester more seriously. Thanks to my laid back moments of last semester, I have to get my grades up even though some of my friends say that it is not that bad. What can I say, I'm still human, I suck sometimes. I am so far from perfect, I still get ugly zits on my face or a bad hair day. So like me for who I am cause I don't look the same every single day.

I'm really blessed in many ways. Through Seenamon, friends, blogging and etc. I believe that my life can be better but I do appreciate what I already have. Anyways, I'm trusting God to give me my dream life!

Yes, I will have something done with my blog soon. Chiao!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I love bazaar!

Pity this blog not updated in a while, even if I do, it will be about seenamon. Not going to lie because partly I am promoting Seenamon's first ever bazaar participation!

Event: I love Bazaar
Venue: Subang Parade (in front of celebrity fitness)
Date: Saturday 7 august 2010
Time: 11am-9pm

God is amazing for the awesome things happening in my life. Thank God!

My life story is just really amazing, I had done so many catching up with friends in just one month. This time is not all about working.
Scroll down for pictures!

The Big Trip, Perhentian!

My volleyball tournament! and the BBQ party.

Captian Ball with Church members!

CF events and outings!

Urbanscapes with the girls!

Birthday celebrations!

Catching up with Michelle Lau Wey Chin + her BD party!

Catching up with redang boys!

Siblings registration!

Random camwhore in class

ISCF Rally 2010!

and outing with klang people!

Okay fine, some of the activities doesn't happen in the month of July but is still fun! haha.

My 3rd semester just started a few days ago and I am surprised and grateful with the fact that so far, I have not freak out and stress yet. Unlike last semester, it was like hell. I pray to God may this sem be great. Hopefully I don't fill myself with so much of crap like last sem, slacking and procrastinating is my worst enemy! Go away you horrible devils, you are even worst than the mighty rashes that I infected during perhentian. Thanks to Jolyn, I'm in the mood of shooping again. Hehe. Oh, may God bless me to be financially stable! Amen

Loving life,

Friday, July 23, 2010

Seenamon update! mini Hair straightener!


  • Hot pink
  • Mini
  • Portable
  • Works well
  • Can curl and straighten hair
  • requires Multi adapter for plug
  • Only RM30 (without postage)
It's so cute right!! I wanted a good straightener for quite sometime now and when I saw this, I know I will grab and give it a try.  Check out seenamon!

Friday, July 16, 2010

No update due to TP Link Modem

Cis, TP LINK modem make me so frustrated for freaking so many weeks. Everytime I try to find and fix the problem, I almost burst into tears. When I can't do something, I will feel like a loser and depressed like mad cow. Annoying to death. I miss youtubing, blogging, checking seenamons and my Gmail. Oh My God, talking about Gmail, I feel so lost without being able to email ppl! Argh...... Anyway, it feels good to be able to go online as and when I wan to!

Future reference: no more TP link in my entire life. Settings susah. Aztech better!

Seenamon update!