Sunday, August 30, 2009

Hello Malaysia...


I know that my previous post seem a little sad and emo-ish. I wanted to put a shout out at the end says " HAPPY MERDEKA " but it's like killing the feel of the post. So I decided to write another for the shout out.

I am here, at home writing this while my friends are at Izz playing and doing all kinds of FUN, unproductive activities (which I lurve a lot). There's just never ending fun and laughter with them. This group of people makes me laugh and always helped me in releasing my stress. Being with them really just takes all my troubles aside and just live life without worries.

I know that you guys are having much fun without me! Deeply x100, somewhere in my heart, you all know I am jealous. (bahahahaha!). As long as you people are happy, I am happy!

Though I'm far, you all know I'm near.

Selamat Hari Merdeka!
My wish this year:
Taylor's PJ give another week of Quarantine for all students! xD

Merdeka, do you feel it?

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

Shouted 7 times in the year 1957 and also all those years after that.

When I was in primary and secondary school, the feel of our Independence day will always get to me especially during the week before the big day. We were taught to be excited and be appreciative of this special day. There were activities that keep us excited and alive for this day. Malaysia's flag drawing competition, Merdeka essay competition, Patriotism week and etc. We are all made to believe that this day is especially important to us. Does this date, 31st August, mean the world to you?

Those who were born after the Independence day may not truly understand what it means to be Independent and here we are, all trying to GET OUT of Malaysia. It became so insignificant because we celebrate this special day annually. It became a habit or a ritual celebration that we all take lightly. It makes us feel that it is alright to miss this year's celebration because there's always next year. I'm just one person, it doesn't make a difference. Do remember, you may be one but you are also one of them that makes a country.

I stopped feeling the Merdeka vibe after I left school and started college. Merdeka eve has become a day of spending time with friends and family. Doing count down is for the fun sake, not of the remembrance. After all, what can we Children of Malaysia that were born after the Independence date remember?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

After some time..

This is not me. Where was I? Gone for so long....

I'm just ass busy the whole time, and I'm so tired all the time.

Thankfully and finally, Taylor's pushed forward our midterm break to this week due to the H1N1 disease. I was so glad that I have the week off from class because I'm already at the verge off letting everything go and give up. I have no more energy in me to keep up with my life.

My recent CRR assignment was the worst case ever. I was never a student that did my assignment on the due date itself. Due time was 9pm, Monday and I did my work at 2pm in computer lab. I sat there for 3 whole hours just to complete my summary. I know 3 hours is long butI don't work fast. That was also the night before I woke up at 4am to read the article at Joanne's place. Pity her cause I on the light while she was sleeping. (Thanks so much Joanne for letting me stay over, I love U!) That also I can't send my assignment cause I don't know my username and password for UNISA. I went back home and sent at 8pm++ Malaysia time.

I seriously Thanked God that I completed on time! Hopefully is good enough to get awesome grade for that summary.

I'm really slacking but I know I have learn so much from work, mosiacmedia and class. I'm not even done with my CCS assignments while many of my friends had done theirs. Even though I feel like dying all the time, I'm actually really enjoying my life.

I went for a Food Bank Programme at PJ Grace Community center last Sunday. I was quite reluctant to go at the last minute because of my CRR assignment. Though, I'm glad that I went for it anyway. It was a real eye-opening programme and I was surprise at the number of homeless/poor people came to get those food. They are willing to receive help and those people are from all kind of races, Malay, Indian, Chinese and etc. I never know how it felt to actually serve food to the homeless/poor people. I watch it on movies and it was actually quite fun, especially when you have friends with you. The best part was that I did not drive to that place, I took public transport. I realise if you take LRT, you can travel around KL area with ease. It was a fun experienced since I'm only stuck to KTM all the time.

Chao, work tomorrow.

Friday, August 21, 2009

This week.....

We all just can't seem to NOT go Karaoke. Our passion for lyrics and musics.

Thanks Mich for sending me and Mei home!

Class Picture!! Let me introduce some new people. Laura, Jade, Janell, Mel, Call Nie, and forgot what is the indian guy's name. Hi all!! Guess who is who...

I love blogging but I can't update all the time cause I'm busy. This week had been always reaching home late due to my activities.

All my classmates/ taylor' PJ students, Please wear mask to college. It is getting serious. This is not a joke!

I need rest now.. Bye..

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Heart Swift

I just love her videos and her songs.
She looks good in black hair too.
How cute right?
Maybe I should try going blonde? Haha.. no way.. Just kidding!
Not gonna spoil my hair. How about getting a wig?
Sounds fun?
This is so damn weird, I'm talking to myself.. again. I do that all the time, so stupid right.

Oh yeah, this is seriously becoming a serious matter....

Another friend of mine recently got into a break up!
Ah meh Gosh, I know! This season is soooo jinx!
People that I know all starting to break up. It's horrible...
If i'm not mistaken, it's a 4 years relationship. Woah..
I have no idea how to help her at all, I have no idea what should or should not say.
Relationship thing is so tricky. There's no right or wrong answer. It's a pain in the ass, it's a headache. At least it is to me, I know that I'm not ready for this kind of stress. I prefer a hundred times of pure stress from work than a BGR problem.
Yeah, erm... BGR... Don't waste my time. Is not my time yet.

I know some of you already have a partner and is happy like you are the luckiest person in the world,

I am really genuinely happy for you.
I salute that you guys know how to work things out and keep everything together despite your differences. It's great to see all of you guys happily together and so sweet and all that. It's good that you have trust and faith in each other and also balancing a healthy relationship with your own life cause your partner might mean the world to you but you are still a person and yeah, you have a life too.
Honestly, good job and good luck to you all!

Next up Song: Fifteen!

'see' joanne

Joanne joanne,
Everyone's sui zar bo.
We met, we msn, we skype,
what else can I ask for more.
See you everyday,
Should be damn sien,
but your xiao-ness makes it fun.
Haiyo, So ah lian,
Everything also we want to ke-po!

Friday, August 14, 2009

Random stuff

For the second time, I have to walk to the station....

Identity Seminar!

No class PICTURE!!

Aiyo, christine, close your mouth! wahahaha... That is Sean on the right, but he in FICM now.... :(

Belle belle... always damn cute... Amirul wanna act like a girl... and pretty Mei behind him.

1st day of class! Half the class only...

Some random stuff that was in my Camera for a few week already....

All the pretty faces...

Wait for Some new actions! It's a new semester!



I believe I need this...

I'm In this....

How about getting this too?....

I'm almost well but laughed too much yesterday while hanging out with my classmates. I'm back to square one with sore throat.

Class was cancelled at the very last minute, I was happy cause I'm just not in the mood for class. So after eating we all went to Izz place, like always, it has become our hangout spot. (fine, maybe not mine cause I'm always not there to hang with you guys.) Played a few games..

Game of life
Izz and I
Sean and Serene
Imran and Mei
Kit and Christine

Izz and I played the game fast, unexpectedly. Completed the game while the rest are still behind trying to sue people. Damn funny. Christine as usual, being so fertile, filled her car up with kids. Pity Kit was in position of shock but can't do anything. Sean and serene started off poor but gain profit further down the road with two cars! Imran and Mei, the gay couple, can't seem to spin a big number. Aaron was happy being banker, felt so wanted right?

Kit and Serene
Sean and Christine
Amirul and I (never started, never end)

Kit and serene started the game, never ending.. so Amirul and I went down to the shop and got something with Imran tagging along. I needed water but forgot and I needed strepsil which I've gotten at the cheapest price I could get. Amirul and Imran got ice-cream. By the time we went up, the game ended. Haha.

Damn wrong man, I whole day did nothing but played and laughed. The one day that I spent my time happily bonding. The one day that I need not think about work/meetings/datelines.
I'm too lazy to reach out to my camera to show you how funny Aaron was with his big expressions.

How am I going to do EC with my condition?

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009


I went to the doctor today and guess what she said?

She told me not to talk if I want to get well.

I tried to stop talking.... but.... in the advisors' meeting just now..... I can't help it!

My medicine for having sore throat and slight fever (I thought I have) are Paracetamol (I have tons at home), anti-biotic (I'm not going to take them) and some liquid for gargling.

Also, they took my height and I'm only 151cm! Damn Short!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I'm still a child..

Milk Box Dinosaur Mouth
Damn Cute right the box. Hahaha.. I lurve collecting notebooks, papers to write notes....

Also by the way, I'm down with sore throat. Not fun at all. Haven't chosen any character to play yet but it's due tomorrow. Not fun at all. Assignments need to be done. Not fun at all. Being an old-going-to young adult stage, not fun at all. Worrying about H1N1, not fun at all. That is why I say I need more holidays to destress. Those who say that only short break is good so that you won't lose the momentum is just plain stupid! That is not my lifestyle! That kind of lifestyle is for people who have nothing else better to do with their life, people who just sit at home and do nothing.

Seriously, don't complain being bored when you are having your holidays/break. Appreciate that time of rest or find something to do. Get a hobby! Try cross stitch like my sister, it takes up a lot of your time to complete one picture. Take up short courses or how about reading? Public library is always there. No money? Get a job. No place wants to hire you, take the step to go around and look for a change instead of wanting them come to you.

I know, I have chosen my lifestyle to be busy and sometimes can be very discouraging for me. I complain too but I accept my own choice. Currently, I am sick and I am slacking at almost everything. The main factor is the stupid short 2 weeks break! You Think All That A Student Do Is To Just Study? Ass la... That is our main priority not our only priority.

Last week was not a good week for me. Everything just went wrong for me. Just when I thought something good is happening, it twisted. Blame the art safari people. Still, I have to put a smile on my face, no matter how horrible my day has been.

My friend say: 'eh, I can't wait to see you get angry la. You never seem to get really angry before.'

Now I think about it, I'm guessing that is because I have too many things on my mind and getting angry is just going to get more stupid small things that I have created big into my mind. Getting angry is not going to solve my problems, I've got bigger problems to solve and is not by getting angry.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Thanks Mich! Again!

How cool right! Michelle gave me Beautilicious cosmetics again!! Gosh, I love you soo much! That girl really knows how to get free things! Always so lucky to be the lucky ones. I have to work my ass off. I don't have the touch, I can never win anything. Is ok, at least I am blessed with a darn awesome God! He is great.

Thanks Michelle once again!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Loving this song!

Her recent album 'Guilty Pleasure' is all about her breakup with her most recent BF that had cheated on her.
Other than 'its alright its ok', I like this song very much. Others so far are not very nice...
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Sunday, August 2, 2009

Cute soap+ Bebo + FLOCK!

First of all, I have been meaning to blog about this like forever. Why? Because these soap are just so darn cute! I just copied 2 of the pictures due to some obvious reasons that I am lazy. How pretty right?

I got to know about these beauties from an email by a friend. Not sure who is it but if you are reading this, TQ!

This would really be a nice little gift for your friend for no particular reason or maybe just an appreciation gift but definitely not a birthday present. Unless you've got a hamper of it. I'm not trying to indirectly say that 'you better don't get this as my BD present' because my BD is long over and is way long till my next. If it's your friend that you knew for quite sometime, one of these things is just not appropriate.

I know, I should be saying that we all should appreciate even just that little wishes on tweet or blog or FB (if you have one). Seriously, I do appreciate each wishes and gifts that I had gotten for my past 19 years, it is the thought that counts. What I am trying to say here is that unless he/she wanted it or you are not that close with him/her, you should be able to do better than this. A handmade card maybe? There are more efforts involve or.... record you singing happy birthday song and email it to him/her. Damn funny right?

I have always loved Aisha's cards. What makes it even more special is that she'll write a long love letter to you at the back of the card. Haha, exaggerating much! Is meaningful and sweet and can be used as bookmarks. Honestly, with these things people tend to lose it, I know I do! Sorry Aisha, haha, But now you know I love your cards.

An example of her Christmas card to me.
Sorry it's blur cause it's my web cam not my awesome camera.
NEXT: Get ready for a total new obsession!

but I think there's someone better to explain the 'awesome-ness' of FLOCK!
Check out Jordache's Blog:
He is an awesome writer and he reviews many great things that I personally don't care about (no offence) but I still read them for fun.

I think the only thing about flock, they miss out the part when they can automatically know that there is a link when we paste that line somewhere. Now I have to do it manually every single time when I have a link to share with my friends. It doesn't really bother me though.

Also, Flock gives me a a feel like I am using a Mac computer because they look so similar but flock is way better!

Pictures below are actually about Bebo, I like it but I am not crazy about it. I am not going to say that is like facebook because I am not a FB user, hopefully I will never need to have a FB account. Bebo is just like another networking site where you have your friends getting connected and all. They do have games like from FB, pet society, make a baby and etc which are super cute (especially make a baby) but I got bored after creating them because I don't intend to go back and check on them everyday. So consider them dead. I know, it is so horrible of me right.

I would say that I think, maybe the only difference about Bebo from other networking sites is that they have this 'my lifestory' feature. It allows you to do a short quick post up about what you have been doing or what you are going to do on this specific date with a picture on it for illustration. Also it will update by itself for your recent photo uploads and all. Seriously, I don't really see the point of it, maybe for now or maybe is because I don't have any friends on Bebo except for Chai Kinn Pong (even that he just created the account for fun, He never update.). I always felt reluctant to want to upload any pictures due to the limit is only 2MB and most of my pictures exceed that size. Knowing me, I'm just too lazy to take the trouble to resize the pictures. So yeah, I can proudly say that I don't use this feature so far.

If I don't use their special feature, then what do I use it for? I mean like 'duh!!' better delete that account right?
I am more into their 'whiteboard' and the 'lifestream' feature. 'Lifestream' is connected to your other networking sites like twitter or FB. So for me, everytime I update my Tweets, it updates there as well. While 'whiteboard' on the other hand, is like a whiteboard! It is for you to draw or write and do whatever you want with it. Then post it up for others to see. So far, the fun part for me is that Bebo has became a place for me to post things up and it is for my eyes only. Hahaha, damn stupid right! It's supposed to be a networking site where you mingle and jingle with all your friends but NOT FOR ME (yet).

Really, I am really enjoying it because I do not have to worry about what I am posting on that day. I have had experience when I just felt like posting something lovey or emo that is not even related to me and people will then ask me 'hey, are you okay?, why so emo? and so far, the best feedback of all times! Is from my mom! Recently, I've been posting a lot about relationship stuffs related to that topic plus I have been out a lot recently and usually back home around 8 or 9 at night. So she was like 'You must tell me you know if you are going out with a guy'. Hahaha. (I am writing this because I know she will be reading this soon). So, mom, you will be glad to hear that I was not dating anybody when I said I am going to church. I don't use church name for other reasons, it's a big time SIN. I am going to church simply because of my belief. Sometimes, there will be fellowship-ing with church members, it is just bonding time and also a time for us to pray as a group, so don't worry.

Crap, this post is getting long. I spent 2 hours on this..

One more before I stop writing, Bebo also have this chat feature (if you can see the small black square thing on the lower right of the picture above). I am guessing that it is something like AIM thing as those who already have an AIM account can just log in with that present AIM account.

Alright, I'm done. Off to bed. Tomorrow, first day of class! Oh, and today's seminar/talk about tattoos and body piercing was an eye opener. All kinds of weird things. **Nyer**

My future walking SHOE closet! plus++ matching bags!



Happy Birthday Poh Leong!
Thanks for the invitation for your gathering tonight! I just 'found out' that I am considered a close friend of yours.
Hope you like your present. Still smells like leather....


Saturday, August 1, 2009

another failed


Jang jang jang!!!

Just found out that another friend broke up a few months ago. I was freaking surprised and shocked. Seriously, it was jaw dropping for me! My jaw may even hit the floor!

I always thought that they were like the perfect couple that will last till marriage. They were together for freaking ass long years man. Suddenly another friend of mine dropped the bombshell just now, telling me that they were off a few months ago.

It is really sad to hear about all these cases. I keep asking this question, how many more times do you need to break up to find the right one?

It always starts well, we will say 'they are very sweet together, they are perfect for each other, cutest couple ever and the list goes on'. Flaws at this time are invisible, you tend to oversee them as they are covered by the honeymoon season illusion mist.

Then, when vinegar arrives..... things turns sour. Sometimes, the relationship had been exposed with too much vinegar that cause huge fights and misunderstandings. Lie, cheat and hate appears out of a sudden. Flaws become significant and obvious. Habits that were cute become annoying. Sweet becomes bitter.

According to Social Psychology, most relationships end with dissolution when problem arises. The Worst is when one side is no longer committed to the relationship.

Maybe we should all be forced to read this kind of book before getting into a relationship. Maybe a license for relationship, a series of tests to see whether are you ready or not. Hahaha, stupid, sure everyone will start cursing me!