Tuesday, September 30, 2008

guess which one is my bro...

weeeeee..... no more fat so.... d.... hahahaha
super tall like mad.....

Thank God for everything..

Blessed be your name. Praise him. Jesus Christ. We lift your name up. You are the way the truth and the light.


how many times have i broken your heart, but still u forgive if only i ask.
how many times have u heard me pray, draw near to me.

i really really need to start be a regular at CF, man, it feels wrong when u have a CF in college but as christians dont go. Think of those whom got no CF but will kill to have one. It will help make u know where u stand in life more especially in college where life is so much different than school. Cause anything could go there, anything could happen, pls dont regret your college life, it should be one of the best time of your life.

weeeee, genting trip pic will be posted soon....

Friday, September 26, 2008

Hmmm....Turn Off...

Latin class was fun, learning cha cha now. I got start hunting for heels for Dance class cause my not so high heels are not the right type. Yeah!! Get to buy new shoe for a reason!! Happy happy me. Su Hao miss all this.. Hahaha... He balik kampung..

Then after that, we wanted to have a look on how hip hop is like. Super crap that we meet a not so-nice-professional female coach. 'Not my style' is her motto and code. Man, super awkward for Mariam, Nick and me. Too put it in a nicer way, she is a not so young lady that is not so cool but thinks that she is hip and hop. I can encode it in a bad way but i wont. Dont wanna be crappy. Is bad. She dont wanna get more student, no worries, we wont join. We left after being turn off. Hahaha..

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim Friends!!
Happy Holidays!!
I'm going Genting!!
My Brothers coming back!! weee....

Friday, September 19, 2008


wanna watch so many shows now....

I Know Who Killed Me (U) - English
Pathology (18PL) - English
The Other Boleyn Girl( U )-English
Deception (18PL) - English
Dance of the Dragon (U) - English
Death Race (U) - English

Thursday, September 18, 2008

EMo daY.....

Today coming to college feels so wrong. Suddenly so many information coming in. True colours of many had been seen, it's finally out. It is definately not because i did not had much sleep last night while sleeping over at Ridzuan with my friends. Actually, i think i only sleep for 10-15 minutes. Was awake whole night to do magazine assignment for Mass Comm. By the time i finish was like 4am in the morning, so no point sleeping cause afraid that i couldn't wake up for 8am class. I lepak with Michelle and Amirul while Christine was so call 'sleeping' cause she heard all our conversation. Michelle was like forcing Amirul to confess, haha. We found out eventually. Then morning comes Christine was like 'oh.... Amirul, i know who u like already..'. Amirul was like 'eh, how you know?' *shock* 'haha,i heard you all talking last night'. Everyone was like **even shocker** and all the s#%* word coming out d. 'we thought you were sleeping?'.....

Basically, yesterday i went out with my foundation friends to pyramid, they needed to do the video for our 3G event. Christine and i sat at Mcd for makan, was joined by Zack and Gary. Then after that we did our work for mass comm and i did BKA essay for Serene. She still owes me Raja Chicken! After that, the girls left to eat at esquire kitchen (or watever is called) and took sticker pictures which i'm not in the mood for both eating and pictures, so left me and the guys in McD. Man, the things that the guys talk is most of the time not suitable for under 18 teenagers. haha. This funny Aaron want to know so many things from Imran. Izzuddin starts horny d, and Syazwan, well, still him la, got his bad side and good side. I really couldn't stop laughing, its like mad. They are just really funny funny people.

Then we went and watch some silly movie call dark water which is not the dark water you thought like the horror one. It truns out to be some crocodile show and all the time they are up the trees. All die except 1 survive. Haha, i wanted to sleep watching the movie, super boring.
After that, we lepak till Imran's Ice Hockey match begins. Dangerous sports but very fun to watch! They lose flat, haha, but okay la losing to a professional team. At least they gain more experience. Reminds me of my volleyball times, those were the days.... After the match went straight back to ridzuan with them.

Don't know why, it's just and emo day for me, was also partly i wanted to sleep so badly, i wanted to just go home and skip class and meeting. But as you all know, i can't. I'm not the type whom just ponteng class nor cancle meeting last minute. Even know as i'm in college typing this, i still want to sleep so badly. Even today miss catherine was dissappointed with my answer that i gave cause i was just finding some easy way out, just replace whatever i had learn. Well, she said anything so i did something!

sorry cant type anymore, eye is closing badly, sleep in the library while waiting for my mom after work.


EMo daY.....

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Lets learn Manglish

Eeheli - Actually
Shaddup - shut up
Cun - cun (means hot or some thing)
Chapalang - Pariah, lousy
Noehet - not yet
Gostan - reverse
Ham sap - prevert
Jia lat - bad luck, sure die wan
Haiyoh - sigh
Your coffee shop open adi la... - zipper is undone

c wat we have here

A : oi brader, wat is the meaning of tis? u gostan gostan no need c load(car) wan ar?
B : eh, dont play play wit me ya. u r the one, c mata(police) den go fast fast, never c car in front of u.
A : aiyo liddat jia lat lo. how to settle? u wan report r?
B : siao r? i where got time?
A : lidat la. Eeheli i got fren work at workshop. we go there see see how much la.
B : u think i dunno r? your fren means i cannot tarik harge d la.
A : eh, u bang ppl's car, dont so kiam siap can not?
B : Of course kiam siap la. we not ang moh ma, so easily cincai chapalang workshop do, as long as less trouble.
A : Dont worry, i wont sabo u wan. everything sure got jalan wan. come we go yam cha and talk talk.

bad manglish

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

week 6 journal for ECS

Vannesa Anne Hudgens is a beautiful young lady who played the leading role of a Disney Channel Original movie ‘High School Musical’. Ever since the movie was a success, most of the cast member was known to be famous especially Vannesa and her boyfriend, Zac Efron. The new comer was really happy with her celebrity life, fabulous clothes and the awesome parties.Everything was going so well until one day, her naked pictures were found all over the internet. Basically, was seen by people around the world.

As a Disney Channel Star, she should know very well that she was a role model to thousands of kids in the world. As a celebrity, she should know that people around the world are watching her every moves. Besides that, she should have learned from the mistakes that many other celebrities had made. There are many cases had been reported and gossips were all around. The paparazzi will never leave anyone alone until they get their story. Vannesa should have been more responsible on her attitude and life. She should have known her limits while fooling around with her girls. Though, there are many gossips about that. Some other news say that she took the nude pictures herself while another says that she claims the picture was for a nickelodeon star, Drake Bell.

No matter how the picture was spread or who the picture was intended for, it doesn’t matter because it was still wrong. Some may say that she’s just a little teenager that is just having fun and was na├»ve about her actions. She did not know it will come till this ending and cause so much of chaos. She is just going through a stage of life. Well, I totally disagree that saying. If Vannesa was really that innocent and didn’t know what was she doing, then she wouldn’t have insulted another celebrity that had gone through quite similar case before her pictures was out. Vannesa was confidently answering questions by Tyra in The Tyra Banks Show. So, it was obvious that she’s conscious of her surroundings.

Second chance? Yes, everyone deserves a second chance if they are unaware of the consequences. All the newspapers and magazine articles were asking ‘Do you think Vannesa should get a second chance?’ Many had forgiven this young actress for her act as she did at least apologize to the public, said that it was a stupid act and the pictures wasn’t supposed to be out public. Though, there were still many out there that is having the same opinion as I do. I might have forgiven her if she had controlled her big mouth on the TV show. She should have never insulted others though is the fact that what other celebrity did was wrong and silly. Vannesa should have learn to give answer like how Amanda Bytes, another young celebrity did. Amanda’s answers was neutral, she did not find faults nor supports any wrong decisions that other celebrities had made.

Another mistake that she had done was showing too much PDA (Public Display Affection) while she was on holidays with her boyfriend. Those kids that are looking up to her do not know from right to wrong yet, they might think that it is absolutely alright to follow what their role models are doing cause at the end of the day, Vannesa was still awarded prize for her great performance in career. According to researches of the Bobo Doll, it was said that kids are more likely to perform what they see if the models are being rewarded in a certain acts. Besides that, some may do even more or go further beyond just to get what they want.


week 5 journal for ECS

What does ATM stands for? It stands for Automated Teller Machine. It is a computerized telecommunications device that provides the customers of a financial institution with access to financial transactions in a public space without the need for a human clerk or bank teller(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Automatic_teller_machine). Basically, anyone who has an ATM card is able to withdraw, deposit or even transfer money from their bank account. They usually have two different machines for this, one is for deposit purposes only and another is for withdrawing and transferring purposes.

My main issue in writing this is to emphasize on the ATM that provides withdrawing purposes. People goes to the machine to withdraw money definitely have their own reason. Usually, the common reasons are that they are all running low on cash, doesn’t matter whether they are out shopping or just for their daily uses. So what is the point to have an ATM but it is empty inside? How can their customers withdraw money when emergency? I wouldn’t be mad if they only have one machine that is out of service in the entire mall. I am furious about them having three machine but none of them are working at all. The worst part is that I had a hard time finding for those machines as they were placed in two different location of the mall. As for my concern that the mall I went was huge, it wasn’t easy finding it.

The whole incident happened when I had to help a church leader of mine in a book fair that was going on in Times Square. I thought at the beginning that I wouldn’t be able to do shopping as I might be busy selling books, so I just brought an amount of RM50 for expenditure. Fortunately, they let me go earlier as they had enough people handling the stall. I couldn’t take the train back until 6pm because my mom could only fetch me around 7pm from the train station. So, I went shopping alone in Times Square itself. It has been quite some time since my last visit to Times Square, I realize that I had dozens of things to shop for as the price there were reasonable.
I started spending my RM50 like water, as you know that RM50 is no longer a big amount to shop. Finally comes to a point that I’m out of cash, my normal respond will be ‘no worries, ATM is always there’. So I went goose hunting for the machine, trying to understand the directory board and asked the information counter for direction. My first location had two deposit and two withdrawal machines. One of the withdrawal machines was out of service, so I had to queue a long line for the other one. Everything was going well until they written that my transition fail, which means that I could not withdraw any money. I put my card in twice just to ensure that I read the text correctly. The fire started to have sparks in me but I was still fine. I then went looking for the second location. I knew very well that it wasn’t my card or my account problem because there was another guy behind me facing the same problem as I do. Anyways, the second location was tougher to be found cause it was only a small machine under the escalator in a crowded area. Guess what, it was also out of service. The sparks in me had turn into a burning flame. I mean come on, three machines and none are working? It’s just ridicules!

From my opinion, first, the people in charged should be giving a better direction by doing some adjustment to the directory board. Secondly, I would really love to see more ATMs is place in a huge mall like Times Square. Thirdly, I hope that the people in charge of the machines will keep updating the machines from time to time so that all the machines will be functioning in a proper manner.


week 4 journal for ECS

I despise guys who always show the wrong signals to the girls. No wait, honestly, I hate them! I mean if you are just interested in them just as a friend, then they should just treat them like a friend. Guys should not ever do anything that will make the girl think that he is interested in her. It will cause many chaos and misunderstanding. It is normal to want to have close girl friends but they should know how to keep a distance to ensure only platonic friendship will occur.

I had many girl friends whom got hurt from this kind of guys. Most of the cases started with normal friends, hanging out in a group and you will realize that you can click well with him because both of you interact most with each other. This is a stage which everyone will go through, no big deal. Then, you exchange phone numbers, e-mail and MSN. This is still in a no harm process. The problem starts when the guy sends you a message for other reasons then business. There are many outcomes on how the girl will think. First, some girls whom are thick skin will think that he is interested in them. These kinds of girls usually think very highly about themselves, thinking that everybody is looking at her, as if they are the only girl in the world. I would rate them as bitches because they think that the whole world revolves around them. Second, some girls will take it as the guy just want to get to know you, whether are you the study type, hardworking type or the fun type. In this way, it will be easier for them to look for an assignment buddy so that they could do less work because they know that the girls will do all the work. Besides that, they would also know who to call for futsal or movies. They would be happier to hang out with girls that will not keep on repeating about homework, they need a break. Third, some girls whom are just dumb or innocent will not feel anything and just reply the message blindly. Then comes to a level where both of you are constantly messaging and interacting with each other. Sooner or later, your friends will start to notice and start asking whether you like him or not, or whether he likes you or not. Here, the answer will always be ‘no, we are just friends’, so, no point asking.

Slowly, your friendship with him had grew, from here onwards the guys should start to keep the ‘I just want to be good friends’ distance with the girl. Otherwise, problems will occur. All girls will start thinking that he might be interested in her, that is why he had been close to her all the while. It is not the girls fault to have the wrong idea, it is just our human nature to interpret it that way. From here, the girls will start thinking if he is her type or not, whether he’s worth thinking about. Three conclusions will be drawn out from here, a) No, he does not stand a chance on you, b) Maybe or c) Yes, you like him too. Though the first conclusion do not hurt the girls but it will definitely does some harm to your friendship with him. Usually if the conclusion is the second and third, the girls will start sending signals back. In this case, some guys will sense something is wrong and will start backing off while some dense guys are just too stupid to understand. There are some guys that just love the attention, he will try to make all the girls he know to fall for him. These kind of guys are just major LOA (Lack of Attention). Besides that, they are also the worst guy to be committed in a relationship, it will always ends with a break up and they will always be the dumper. They will never understand what real love is and never understood what sacrifices means to them. All they care about is themselves. To them, they do not see the point of having one true relationship when they are free to just stick their dicks into a different girl each time his hormones is high.

Anyway, back to the reason I’m writing this essay. Recently, my best friend had just gone through a time of depression because she got the wrong idea that the guy was actually just ‘being nice’ to her the past few months. Before this she never even thought of liking him until he started giving signals of what a normal guy will do if he is interested in someone. At the beginning, she was just considering on him but finally, after spending more time with him, she found out that she actually like him. Considering it is the modern age, so she decided to take the next step thinking that he had not make his move was because he was shy. To cut the long story short, she ended up with a huge disappointment and went through counseling session for a few weeks to get over her feelings for this guy. Now, both of them hardly speak to each other as their friendship was ruin because wrong signals were sent by the guy.

Therefore, girls should always beware of whether if the guy is true or not while guys should never play with the wrong signals when they are communicating with a girl. Anyway, I still thank God that I was never a victim of these cases before.


Thursday, September 4, 2008

family in college & other stuffs

talk about foundation first

Fish family...

all started from serene calling syazwan 'udang'
then syazwan call serene 'lala'
izzudin 'shrimp', higher class then 'prawn'.... hahaha...
imran 'plankton'
amirul 'crab'
aaron 'spongebob', i think??
christine 'mummy turtle'
and I 'baby turtle'.


talk about diploma and i

human family...

Granda pa : Ishmeal
Grand ma : Emily
Father : Shane
Mother : Serene
Father's younger sister(auntie) : Me
Father's youngest brother(uncle) : Aznur
Mother's brother : Julian
Eldest daughther : Lynn
2nd daughther : Cecilia
Only son : Heidy
Youngest daugther : Tasha

hahahaha, i'm part human and part turtle!! so i'll call myself hutle...

by the way,went watch 'money no enough 2' today with my foundation frens
well, beginning was okay la, funny funny abit but not as funny as the 1st show.
then got sad sad part, which i teared and imran too!!! hahahaha......
i heard from christine that aaron no heart wan, no emotion, no feelings wan. hahahaha......
teoh left before the show starts,
serene in between the show always say ' aw... so sad....'
and i think syazwan and victor is just like aaron... hahaha... no newz from them...

gotto crack head d for this sunday... i'm leading worship, dunno wat songs to sing yet.... argghh...
practice time gotta change to 4-6pm after prayer meeting on sat.
so far,

poh leong - bass
suling - drums
sherrene - keyboard
jasen & zlwin - guitarist
back up - maybe Don and cornillieus?


Monday, September 1, 2008

Thanks Victor!

What Lee Jian Quin Means
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.