Friday, February 29, 2008

To the HEAD CHEF where i work.

COME ON MAN!
HOW OLD ARE U D, GROW UP LA!
U SAY U SPENT HALF OF UR LIFE TO EVERYWHERE AND LEARN COOKING BUT THE RESULTS IS NOTHING.
I THINK THE PPL UNDER U CAN COOK SO MUCH BETTER.
U SAY U DONT HEAR OR SEE CRAP BUT TO MY POINT OF VIEW, I THINK THAT U HAV THE MOST CRAP IN U. MAYBE U DONT HEAR BUT U ALWAYS LISTEN!
I CAN HONESTLY SAY TAT U LISTEN AND WATCH THE MOST CRAP AMONG ALL OF US THERE!
JUST BECAUSE U HAVE PROBLEM WITH THE ASSISTANT CHEF DOESNT MEAN THAT U HAV TO MAKE EVERYONE THERE TO HAVE PROBLEM WITH HIM.
I USED TO JUST GIVE U RESPECT CAUSE UR OLDER AND I JUST 'AH,EM, O' TO EVERYTHING THAT U SAY CAUSE I KNOW ONCE I START TALKING BACK, WE'LL START A WHOLE DEBATE DRAMA.
NOW, U TOTALLY LOST MY RESPECT CAUSE U DONT DESERVE IT AT ALL.
NOT ONLY THAT, U R ALSO A MIANG PERSON! EVERYTIME U WAN TO TAKE SOMETHING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE TROLLEY IN THE KITCHEN, WHY CANT U SAY EXCUSE ME OR SOMETHING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE TO MAKE ME STEP AWAY FIRST BEFORE U TAKE THINGS. I WOULD BE GLAD IF EVEN U SAY 'SIAM' AT ME JUST FOR ME TO STEP AWAY. BUT THIS FELLOW NO, HE'LL BEND DOWN AND TAKE WATEVER, AND EVERYTIME HE'LL TOUCH MY LEG. PLS LA, MY GOSH, U CAN EVEN TAKE WATEVER WITHOUT NEEDING TO TOUCH MY LEG!
THIS IS WAT HAPPEN ONCE I KNEW TAT I TOTALLY DISLIKE HIM.
the assistant chef and i are just talking during my lunch time.ok basically, we talked till over my lunch time, we talked till bout over an hour, tat time ok la cause it's raining and no customer. we talked tat long cause it's bout his life.i really felt pity towards him after hearing bout his present life, he's struggling so many things. his burden is so unbearable. seriously, he's just a really nice guy tat any women would appreciate.if ever i could find a guy tat is my generation like him and was a single guy until i'm the 1st GF, i tell u, i would hang on to him forever! ok ok, then i was working straight shift till 5pm and had to hang out there for 2hours before my mom come fetch me.this is when the drama starts,
SINCE THERE'S NO CUSTOMER, MY HEAD CHEF STARTED COMING OUT OFTEN TO THE DINING AREA AND CRACKING UP SOME STUPID JOKE TAT'S INSULTING TOWARD THE OTHER PPL THAT IS NOT THERE.
LIKE BOUT ONE CLIANTRO GUY WHOM ARE JUST OVERWEIGHT.
GUESS WAT HE SAYS,
' GIRL(HE WAS CALLING ME), U SEE TAT FAT BOY HANDSOME R? U WAN TAT FAT BE BOYFREN R?'
I'M LIKE
' NO '.
THEN HE LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH AND SAID
' WHO WILL WAN TAT BOY, HE'S LIKE PILLOW LIKE TAT.'
THEN HE LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH SOMEMORE!
I'M LIKE WATEVER THEN CONTINUE DOING MY OWN THING.
THEN LATER HE COME AND ASK ME SOMEMORE
' WHY U SO CLOSE TO TAT FELLOW?'
I WAS LIKE
' WHO'S TAT FELLOW?'
THEN HE SAY
' NE, THE TALL THIN FELLOW '
THEN I KNEW HE WAS TAKLING ABOUT THE ASSISTANT CHEF.I SAID
' WHERE GOT CLOSE, JUST FRENS NI MA, LIKE BROTHER AND SISTER NI MA.'
HE WAS LIKE
' THEN WHY JUST NOW TALK TALK FOR SO LONG. WAT U ALL TALK?'
SO I TOLD HIM
' TALK LA!'
THEN HE SAY
'GIRL, U BETTER DONT TALK TO HIM SO MUCH, U DONT HAV TO CARE BOUT THE KITCHEN DEPARTMENT,U DONT HAV TO TELL HIM ANYTHING, HE DUNNO WAN, U JUST DO UR JOB NICELY AND PPL WILL LIKE U. TATS IT. DONT HAVE TO KE PO CHI AROUND.'
THAT'S WHEN MY FIRE REALLY BURN LIKE HELL. MY WOUND LIKE WAS ADDED WITH SALT.I ALREADY DONT REALLY LIKE HIM, HE REALLY MAKE IT WORST.
THIS TIME I FIGHT BACK, I HAD TOO. IT'S MY STAND, I CANNOT KEEP QUIET JUST TO RESPECT HIM ANYMORE.
HE'S SAYING THAT I KE PO CHI AND WAS TALKING TO THE ASSISTANT CHEF BOUT THE CAFE THINGS.
SO I TOLD HIM NICELY AT 1ST
' WAT, WE WERE JUST TALKING, WE DIN EVEN SAY ANYTHING BOUT THE CAFE'S IN AND OUT'
HE WAS LIKE SAYING SOMEMORE
'U STILL DONT HAV TO TALK TO HIM SO MUCH, DONT HAV TO TELL HIM ANYTHING TAT U KNOW'
I WAS LIKE REALLY WAN TO TELL HIM OFF BY SAYING my gosh, chef!u deaf izzit? din u hear me?the cafe was the last thing we'll talk about!
BUT I TOLD HIM AGAIN IN A LOUDER VOICE
' COME ON LA, WE DIN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE CAFE!'
HE INSIST TO CONTINUE
'YA LA, I KNOW, BUT U DONT HAV TO TALK TO HIM. U DONT HAV TO KE PO.'
ONCE I HEARD TAT HE CALL ME KEPO AGAIN, I BURST OUT WITH FLAME, STAND UP FROM MY SIT AND TELL HIM OFF
' I'M KEPO, LOOK WHO'S TALKING! WE TALKIN NOTHING BOUT THE CAFE FOR UR INFO AGAIN. NOW UR ASKING ME RIGHT, SO UR THE ONE KEPOING RIGHT!'
AFTER THAT HE WENT IN TO THE KITCHEN.THIS IS THE 1ST TIME HE SEE ME ANGRY. WAIT LA TILL HE SEE ME FURIOUS!THEN HE DIN COME OUT TO THE DINING AREA AS FAR AS I'M IN THERE.
HAV TO TELL HIM OFF, OR ELSE HE'LL ALWAYS THINKS TAT I'M SO INNOCENT LITTLE CHRISTIAN GIRL AND HE MIGHT ALWAYS THINKS TAT I'M EASY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF KIND OF GIRL.DREAM ON!! CHEF, UR MESSING WITH THE WRONG GIRL!!

Friday, February 22, 2008

i want to have 'Joy Germ Virus' in me!

JGV is a virus that can infect ppl with joy so they break out in symptoms of laughter.
if u hav this virus, which means that u are a 'Joy Germ Carrier'.
JGV is the only virus that hav to be develop within urself. that means u can hav the choice whether u want it or not.
so, learn to be thankful and be happy always no matter wat happens.
everybody hav ups and downs,
if ur sad, angry of just feeling blue,
try to only allow urself to be that way for 1 minute and then get over it.
smile and think happy thoughts.
REMEMBER,
ppl who like ppl are the ppl that ppl likes!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine To Me!!

Flying Solo!
My single day is the most exciting ones of my life!
WHY? Because.......
1> i can hav male frens without having to defend myself and explain that nothing is going on.
2> i can accept invitation to anywhere and everywhere without having to check with my special someone.
3> i can hav all the time in the world i want.
4> no one gets insulted when i'm having a great time on the beach checking out hotties.
5> i can learn to be indepentdent and focus in the things that want to do.
6> i'm my owe boss!!! not answerable to anyone!
For Valentine,
i'm treating myself a facial, meni and pedi,rest from work, be potato couch, chating with Gabby,SLEEP,SLEEP and more SLEEP!
i took the day off but night i gotto work. "'sweat"'
With the money that i earn, i'm gonna buy me a good liquid foundation,good concelear and a good anti dandruff shampoo.
haha, ok maybe shampoo i'll use my parents money. oh yeah, and a pore pack!my black heads is so killing me!
GOOD DAY!
Happy Valentine to all my frens and family!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

BECAUSE OF YOU, i am afraid

i will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now
I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Never Break The Heart That Loves You

Why do you used to love somebody and now thinking of breaking up?
Why have you lost interest in someone whom you once loved?
I not only think or feeling but also know that the someone whom were once your beloved partner still do loves you very much.
That person took the day off so that he/she can spend time with you.
Pls dont be mean.
That person is not controling over you,
he/she just wanna meet you after a long time of not being able to feel your presence.
it's not easy to have a long distance relationship,
the times where in need of an ear to listen to all problem of the day, you r not there.
times where in need of a hug, you r not there.
times for a shoulder to cry on, you r not there.
times for just going out for no reason, you r not there.
have you ever thought of the TIME OF DAYS that you werent there?
Have you apologised?
how much of happiness and sorrows have you missed?
Did you apologised?
How many times have you broken that other person's heart?
What did you do?
Have you ever thought about it?
Or have you just been taking things lightly and the easy way out?
THINK ABOUT IT